seven

i am completely caught in between, i hope this short break would help clear my mind. i feel so turned upside down, last week was a great start to the week, this week is the complete opposite. these downs, bring me to complete exhaustion. and it is only tuesday, today.

i'm confused: i always believe that when you love, you want to protect the person you love from hurt/pain. you want to be their knight in shining armor, i don't understand why you didn't do that for me, even though you said you wanted to.

is it normal to feel so clammed up in a bad situation that you don't know what to do so you run and hide instead, i just always believed that you wouldn't do that to me.

then again, love makes you do stupid things. i don't know if we should end.

always,

el