life is a little strange at the moment. a month into 2012 and i'm feeling a bit at loss. I think it's because i need some sort of structure and at the moment this structure does not exist. Working 3 jobs and 30-40 hours a week is tough/boring.
I'm struggling to define myself without photography. I'm not sure where I'm meant to be or who I am.
an obligatory post, i suppose. 9 days into the new year and it's looking a bit strange. it's going to be a very unpredictable year - a very challenging year. and it will be a year that I'll make so many mistakes and take so many more risks and it will be a year of many many failures and hopefully some success... It will be a year for even greater growth.
it's been 9 days and somehow it feels that a month has passed by. Working countless hours 12 hour shifts 3 different jobs - haven't had much time to contemplate....
my lover is with me down under and i'm thankful for what he brings into my life. i wish we were more settled into ours but soon.
i've come to a realisation i don't like my own life so I live others using photography as my excuse, my reason but really it's all an escape...
it's a never ending list of doubts and uncertainty.