in a way, it is easier to be "used" to this country but in other ways, it isn't. I'm worried about my money as it seem to be disappearing quite quickly. I miss working/earning and surviving on my own. I dislike being dependent on people. It's easier to be independent.
I miss the people I hang with - I wouldn't really call them friends but rather I am always ensured that I can have a good time with them. Here.. it is a bit on and off. People are more pretentious and closed off. It's bizarre, I'm used to being with travelers; the mind and life of a traveler. Work hard and definitely you play hard.
In saying that... I really miss home.
I thought I wouldn't though but when you're mostly alone (not counting my lover), it's kinda difficult not to think about such things.
It is also hard because everyday i feel unproductive and lazy. I'm used to working and being so busy that I don't know what to do with this free time.
I'm trying to be content and grateful. I tell myself everyday that it is something I need to work on.
One thing I've realized is who my "real" friends are and who are simply acquaintances. distance provides a lot of clarity.