1. let a boy(s) into my heart
2. gave people the benefit of doubt
3. not standing up for myself
4. not believing in my own capabilities
but most importantly, i regret trusting that you would be there when i fall. i regret relying on you so much, i regret believing that you would stand up for me when there was need to. If i did not believe you would, then perhaps i wouldn't be in so much hurt and disappointment in you.
that night, completely changed everything. It confirm everything I was suspicious of. run little boy run.