has been a year of change. Sometimes good, sometimes bad. But definitely a big impact.
#1: moving out ain't as much fun as it sounds.
I'm not usually the kind of family person, but I miss family (a lot) They're not very far away but it's different.. Independence sucks sometimes.
teaches you a lot of patience and consideration. And a whole lot of "learning to let things go just so that the house is in peace. Also makes you take on a lot of responsibility.
#3: working full-time. (often over 40-50 hours)
and not in a field that I liked to be - but in a field that I am good at and used to. (routine is hard to break) I am earning about $700-900 a week but money ain't what matters most.
#4: my love.
is probably the best thing in my life right now. I can't imagine being with anyone else. i learn that the ability to hold a conversation with someone is very important. something I am grateful for. :)
is something I love to do but haven't had time doing. I'm struggling between the balance of money and joy/contentment. Responsibility means the need for money. I think I'm starting to learn that I need to take risks - and not be afraid to fail... I'm hoping travel/America will help me be more independent and less afraid of failure. I'm scared but fear is something I have to get over.
Climb a wall and get over it. It's the only way to know/feel what is on the other side rather than always wondering if the grass is greener.
#6: learning to drive (about time really)
is easier than I expected. I knew I would love driving but I get so distracted by sights and scenes.. (and pretty lights)
is something I don't know where I will be going. Some days I want to disappear but now I'm starting to realize that connections/people you know years and years are the key to success... (in the photography field)
i need to be more open with people/strangers. I miss that feeling of "greatness" or the anticipation of something great and lifechanging about to happen. I wonder about everyone I had met- and promises I made and not yet fulfill.. There so much for me to do before I leave this country.
short reminder to do list. (2.5 MONTHS to complete everything)
1. Meet Lee (print photos)
2. Send video to Lulu/Jason
3. Send Anthology books to Neil/teachers.
4. Make Grandma's book.
5. Have a proper website *functioning well and a facebook page *
6. Future plans/projects...