Monday, May 16, 2011


i am a heartless bitch.
i'm about to lose the love of my life.
i can't believe the things I do - it all seems so blurry, like a dream, a nightmare.
for some reason, I am not feeling anything.
I think it's a defense I've created.
When it would hurt so bad, I don't feel.

but i know it will come in slow steps and when it does, i fall so hard into a pity hole.

it's my fault though, it is the consequence of what I did.
i wish you can find it in your heart to forgive me. and start afresh with me.

i am such a complete idiot.

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