five

mistakes i've made in the past that i wish i never did:

1. let a boy(s) into my heart

2. gave people the benefit of doubt

3. not standing up for myself

4. not believing in my own capabilities

but most importantly, i regret trusting that you would be there when i fall. i regret relying on you so much, i regret believing that you would stand up for me when there was need to. If i did not believe you would, then perhaps i wouldn't be in so much hurt and disappointment in you.

that night, completely changed everything. It confirm everything I was suspicious of. run little boy run.

always,

el